i lost sumthing..my dignity.

..by th way th title of my post if quoted frm cania's painful yet true words. lol..i hate th serious vibe i just felt.
..today me, lily, eman, cania, siti and marsya went to take th video fr kerry's thngy << sounds weird, and skipped lyk hav of th school mag thng. we went by th PE changing rooms nd bag/bin wtevr u wna call him was ther fr rugby practice or sumthin<< i hate rugby. we tk th video nd stuff nd Firth told us tht bag nd other rugby people were gna run..i wnted to watch XDXD. we went inside the changing room and i was leaning on the door thinking i wldnt show frm th outside since it reflects, i waved to bag while he was walking back frm running. I saw him looking but i thought he was admiring himself. Lily said he was lking at me nd then i had a few seconds of mental breakdown..lol. Lily even leaned on th door while i walked past to show me tht he could see me..it was true.WHY?? WHY?? it was soo awkward i cannot face him tomorrow..noo. i cldnt stop thnking abt it. but u know, maybe its a gd thng..he shall notice me now..lol.
..comment k??